the person who donated to my paypal, thank you so so much💕

i’ve a huge case of insomnia someone kill me

i’m letting you come back again, and wash the dirty wounds you made by yourself, and clean the stained blood off my lips. and i’m blind with the pain, i’m obsessed with the idea of something that doesn’t exist anymore

great. my ex toxic close friend is texting me again and i’m anxious

anxiety is really kicking in tonight

how to deal with a homophobic family/country/“friends” while being gay google search

you know you have severe anxiety and depression when aside of think your own friends might hate you you start to think that prob celeb friendships are fake and might hate each other too (and that gives you anxiety)

bitches are out there missing their best friend but refusing to text them bc they feel they are annoying and then simply decides to isolate because they feel the interaction they both have is based on purely pity so they simply prefer go away silently and wait until their best friend finds a more interesting and better person to spend time with

bitches is me. im bitches

semi hiatus bc i’ll be on a trip outside the country

what do you do when you spent days working on your halloween costume (clothes and utilery) and then your depression severely hits you and you don’t want to wear it anymore

my anxiety makes me feel shitty and my depression makes me feel shitty but worse i hate it

this year i learnt that just because you know another person that is also gay that is not enough for you two to be friends/close

someone please force me to go to eat and get my shit together because i really feel like crap since two days ago

i mean… yeah

is a heartbreaking feeling when something you never thought would end ends, and sometimes is for the best but the thoughts begin to fill your mind about the “what ifs” that maybe could save it or give a hint about what ending happening to give this result. and even with the relief on your mind and shoulder is impossible lie and say you don’t have hope in that the break that you both decided to pursue is actually a break and not a nice word to end everything. and is a bittersweet feeling but even with the tears blurring your vision you know that it was for a good common. and so you decided to wait for the end of the break and for when the calls and warm hugs are common again in your life. but those will never came, it will never came.